Monday, May 21, 2007
|SharonCHAN!|
zzz...today realli sianz...no one tell us to bring our dictionary sia...then my MT paper dont noe how to do...
Sharon..who keep on wanting to speak to me...regarding the event (look at my previous post)
But didnt gave her the chance
So she had no choice but to talk to me in MSN
She talked to me about alot of matters...
I agree to wat she says...but i jus dont have the face to go back...
i had decided to leave it and now she asking me to go back?
So...its like...aiya...dont noe how to express it
If i go back ....ppl might say"see...no backbone...say until so fierce in the end u still come back"
Then if i dont ....ppl might say " attitude la...altitle bit of thing also like tat"
zzz...die die situation
But i guess sharon understands me the most xD
I show ppl a grumpy face is not because im petty or im angry alreadi
But its a sign for other ppl to see....its like a "STOP...ENOUGH" face
I mean...i realli realli realli dont mind ppl taking me as a joke or joke about my height my size my anything
Its about whether ppl noe how to stop...and also when to stop
So for some ppl...they choose to confront other ppl...telling them to stop
But for me....i chose a "change face....Keep quiet" method
Why do i chose this method?
Its because i do not wan to go to tat person's face and say "Shut up ah...Enough alreadi ho...Veri irritating"
Im sure if i say this...tat guy's mood will surely be terrible for the whole day
So i put up a "sad and angry" face so that ppl will know tat its near my limit....then they will stop this joke themselves
But many ppl do not know....they jus continue as if nobody buinesss and when i realli gotten angry...they will say tat im attitude , EMO , petty......
Its like i chose a method of my own to cope wif the "jokes"
But many ppl dont understand my method
And i think many ppl will not wan me to tell them in the face to SHUT UP
Cause i noe...if someone tells me tat...its will realli dampen my mood
So its like a sign....when face change= ENOUGH
Then after ppl stop the joke....Face change again=Im ok now
So its like...i said my piece lo...lolz..after 1 and a 1/2 year then i say this out...and many of u didnt realise xD
Lastly...TY sharon
